So this is the New Year...

And I feel completely different. I live in a princess apartment with my best friend and her brother, who is also my good friend. It's clean and brand new and beautiful. And the three of us are considerate so no one is a complete asshole to other people. I feel like my stress level will decrease dramtically this year. No staying up until 5am fighting to get my roommates to be quiet when I have to work or go to school at 8am, no beer on the floor and people yelling "dance on it!" I'm so unbelievably excited about being here.The best thing about living like a princess is that I found my Prince Charming. Well, I found him a long time ago, but it took us a little while to stop being idiots and actually commit. But now that we have, I'm on Cloud Nine. I always think that when you start liking a new person, you downplay all the feelings you've had in previous relationships, because in each case, you think you've never felt that strongly about anyone before. I know that I have been in love a
nd felt amazing before. But this is different, I went back and read my old journals to make sure. It almost hurts how much I am in love with him. Anytime we are apart, it feels like a piece of me is missing. But it isn't the same as in previous relationships. I've always been a pretty jealous girlfriend. I hated being apart because I hated to think about who they were with or scared they were having a better time without me. Now, I hate being apart just because I know we both want to be together. So basically, I have very high hopes for 2010. I think I'm growing up.